Thursday, October 25, 2018

TOXIC



I'm a sinner - I'm not saint
Sometimes I give the love
Sometimes I still hate
But sometimes the love just isn't enough

I've worked so hard on this night
But you just sit there with a grimace on your face
Get the fuck up - stop being a dick
Your behavior is a wicked disgrace

(chorus)
I've done so much for you
yet (and) you still complain
selective memory
Focus only on my (the) mistakes
I've given up on you having basic logic
Get out of my life
(You must go away)
You're just plain toxic
(You are so toxic)
If we are to be together then you must change this
And if not
I invite you to not be a part of my life anymore
Ever ever ever ever
(We can no longer be together because
You will not change
And I insist you no longer be a part of my life anymore
Ever ever ever ever)

-

After all of these years nothing really has changed
Except the bodies are older
Together we cannot drink
Your fake crazy kindness once had me blinded
But your cunty attitude never fails to shine through

I should of learned years ago
Being nice doesn't pay
Making things better always blows up in my face
Go ahead - drown in your crazy misery
It's about fucking time I concentrate on me

(chorus)

I never did anything for you - you said to me
I know you did - always grateful, I will be
But on a scale - let's measure this
The years of misery you caused
Far outweighs this

On that fateful night - I finally snapped
The truth came out - I screamed and cried
I regret the intensity of my presentation
But at least I didn't lie

I'll forgive but I'll never forget

After all this time nothing really has changed
Except we are broken and that is okay
Not gonna spend the rest of my life
Letting you suck my soul dry

Now it's all ruined and i don't care anymore
Maybe we'll get it right in the afterlife
But I'm still in my body with my intact logic
I am so done with people who are toxic

You're a cunt - I'm a cunt
Everybody cunts cunts

I'm a sinner - I'm no saint
Sometimes i give the love
Sometimes I still hate
But sometimes the love just isn't enough

From the Jonsona album - Wind On The Water
Written by Jonsona
Twentysouth Entertainment 2018tm


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